I can't tell you who I am and who I want to be,
but who I was, is who you might see.
I'm the girl who
snagged your heart and tore it apart,
read your mind and told you you weren't smart,
cursed your soul and hoped for its demise,
raped your body and left it for others to feed.
But that's not what makes me.
Even all the good in the world would not have made me.
I can't tell you who I am and who I'll be,
but who I've been is who you probably see.
I'm just walking down this road to self-discovery.